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Title: Freeze My Love - Dream: Wo de - I/ ni de - i
Author: joudama
Fandom: CCS/TB/X
Rating: PG
Notes: No, there is no translation. You're not supposed to understand. But if you speak Chinese, heh, you're ahead of everyone else. (Hugs and kisses to rebirthdream for help with said Chinese--back when I wrote this many moons ago, I only kind of understood the Chinese she translated for me; now I don't even blink at any of it. Yay, Jay Chou music and my fangirlish nerddom. And, you know, my job, where I never know when Chinese is going to land on me. XD )
Status: Dream: 3/3; fic: 3/12
Summary: When a seal is broken, it can never be repaired.

( 我的 - I/你的 - i )

...Did I mention that I have over 30 gigs of music on my comp? Yeah. Burning it to DVD is taking, um, a lot of time. And thus, yes, finally uploading FML like I've been meaning to. I'm uploading to this journal until my music is all backed up OR I finish uploading all of the fic so far, and, um, I honestly have no idea which will come first. Yeesh, I have too much music.

More older fic will get uploaded tomorrow, prolly, because I have all the music on CDs not on my new iPod to rip to mp3 and then upload. And there is, um, a lot of it. I intend to fill my 80 gig iPod this week. XD

Title: Freeze My Love - Annex I: Hearth
Author: joudama
Fandom: CCS
Rating: PG-13
Notes: The Annexes are stand-alone side stories for my massive fic project, Freeze My Love. You don't have to have read FmL or know the ending of CCS to be able to read the annexes. The annexes are three character sketches, based on a theme. The theme for the first annex is "Hearth."
Summary: Once upon a time, a girl named Nadeshiko fell out of a tree.

[Chapter two - Omoide no tame ni - 1]

Annex I:
Hearth
( Nadeshiko )

( Fujitaka )

( Touya )

[ Chapter Three: Wo de, ni de - I ]

I...hadn't planned to upload this tonight, but I started reading it, and was reminded how much I really, really, really loved this chapter. So here it is. XD

Title: Freeze My Love - Dream: Kono inochi no yume no nake ni - I
Author: joudama
Fandom: CCS/TB/X
Rating: PG-13
Notes: Ignore the creative way of indicating thoughts and the asterisks. I was young and stupid, and now I'm old and lazy so I don't feel like changing it. XD I love this chapter flaws and all.
Status: chapter: 1/4; Dream: 2/3; fic: 2/12
Summary: The year is 1999, three years after CCS. Yukito's memories of his "false" life and everything before he met Sakura have faded away, and Sakura wants very much to make things right for both him and Touya, but there are safeguards that Clow put in place to guard against things done long ago coming to light that should not be touched.

But when a seal is broken, it can never be fully repaired.

And there are some things that, if you encounter them even once, will never let you go.

( Omoide no tame ni - I )

Title: Freeze My Love - Dream: Omoide no tame ni - I [2]
Author: joudama
Fandom: CCS/TB/X
Rating: PG for innuendo.
Notes: There are no words to describe to fun that is writing Yukito sexually frustrating teasing Touya. I forgot how much I loved this chapter. XD
Status: chapter: 2/4; Dream: 2/3; fic: 2/12
Summary: The year is 1999, three years after CCS. Yukito's memories of his "false" life and everything before he met Sakura have faded away, and Sakura wants very much to make things right for both him and Touya, but there are safeguards that Clow put in place to guard against things done long ago coming to light that should not be touched.

But when a seal is broken, it can never be fully repaired.

And there are some things that, if you encounter them even once, will never let you go.

***

[ part one ]

( Omoide no tame ni - I [2] )

[ part three ]

Title: Freeze My Love - Dream: Omoide no tame ni - I
Author: joudama
Fandom: CCS/TB/X
Rating: And now we go to the "R" place. ^^;;
Status: chapter: 3/4; Dream: 2/3; fic: 2/12
Summary: The year is 1999, three years after CCS. Yukito's memories of his "false" life and everything before he met Sakura have faded away, and Sakura wants very much to make things right for both him and Touya, but there are safeguards that Clow put in place to guard against things done long ago coming to light that should not be touched.

But when a seal is broken, it can never be fully repaired.

And there are some things that, if you encounter them even once, will never let you go.

[ part two ]

( Omoide no tame ni - I [3] )

[ part four ]

Title: Freeze My Love - Dream: Omoide no tame ni - I [4]
Author: joudama
Fandom: CCS/TB/X
Rating: Oh, the "R" place. Definitely, the R place. I have always failed at writing pr0n. Ugh.
Notes: This is the last ten pages of the revised second chapter. And lo, the shit *really* beginneth to hit the fan.
Status: chapter: 4/4; Dream: 2/3; fic: 2/12
Summary: The year is 1999, three years after CCS. Yukito's memories of his "false" life and everything before he met Sakura have faded away, and Sakura wants to make things right for both him and Touya...but when a seal is broken, it can never be fully repaired.

And there are some things that, if you encounter them even once, will never let you go.

[ part three ]

( Omoide no tame ni - I [4] )

[ Annex I - Hearth ]

I am currently bored and stuck doing nothing productive while waiting for my comp to burn all my music to DVDs so I can erase it off my comp and burn new stuff to put on the new iPod that has more room. This means my comp is slow and creaky and I don't trust it, plus I'm running in mortal terror away from the fic that are all tapping their feet at me and promising to run me over again and send me into "Sleep is for wussies without fic to write" land once I get plot points solved. Rather than bring that on myself, I'm uploading a fic that is my BABY and that I will get to work on again because I love it like you wouldn't believe. So.

Title: Freeze My Love - Dream: Kono inochi no yume no nake ni - I
Author: joudama
Fandom: CCS/TB/X
Rating: PG-13
Notes: This is the revised first chapter. The FF.net version is full of lies and should be shunned. SHUNNED. Also, this is older so my writing style is a bit different.
Status: 1/12
Summary: The year is 1999, three years after CCS. Yukito's memories of his "false" life and everything before he met Sakura have faded away, and Sakura wants very much to make things right for both him and Touya, but there are safeguards that Clow put in place to guard against things done long ago coming to light that should not be touched.

But when a seal is broken, it can never be fully repaired.

And there are some things that, if you encounter them even once, will never let you go.

[ Prologue: Sakura no ki no shita e - I ]

( Kono inochi no yume no naka ni - I )

As I upload the fic, I'll revise the masterlist. It's just gonna take me a while to upload everything, since this thing is long. *death*

Fandom: CCS/X crossover
Fic summary: It's 1999, and the CCS happy ending is unraveling during the End of the World.

Prologue:
Sakura no Ki no Shita e - I

Dream:
Ch. 1 - Kono inochi no yume no naka ni - I
Ch. 2 - Omoide no tame ni - I
Annex I: Hearth
Ch. 3 - Wo de - I/ ni de - i

Fracture:
Ch. 4 - Omoide no tame ni II
Annex II: God
Ch. 5 - Kono inochi no yume no naka ni II
Interlude: Sakura no ki no shita e II
Ch. 6 - Wo de II/ ni de ii

Wane:
Ch. 7 - Omoide no tame ni III
Annex III: Love
Ch. 8 - Wo de III/ni de iii
Ch. 9 - Kono inochi no yume no naka ni III

Guardian:
Ch. 10 - Omoide no tame ni IV
Annex III: Choice
Ch. 11 - Wo de IV/ni de iv
Ch. 12 - Kono inochi no yume no naka e IV

Epilogue: Sakura no ki no shita e III

Yay, archiving! *death* This is gonna take FOREVER to all upload it; I'm doing it in bits and pieces, by god.

Title: Freeze My Love: Prologue
Author: joudama
Fandom: CCS/TB/X
Rating: G (the prologue is, at least)
Notes: This actually was a stand-alone fic. I had a horrid image one day when I was showering of what happens in this. It and another image flash that I'd had--this one of Touya and Yue in a scene that should have been hot but somehow was all kinds of Twilight Zone bad--merged unhealthily a couple years back when driving with a friend and listening to the Glay song "Freeze My Love." Thus the title and this fic.
Prologue Summary: Once upon a time, a little girl got lost in the park.

( Sakura no ki no shita e )

Yay, re-archiving old fic!

Title: And Some Days, the Tree Gets You
Author: joudama
Fandom: Card Captor Sakura, Tokyo Babylon
Rating: G
Notes: This is crackfic, it really is. Little did I know when I first wrote this that it would tie into "Freeze My Love." But in a cracktastic kind of way.

( And some days, the tree gets you. )